I knew that i have missed the chance to apply the scholarship of Penang Turf Club when i made the call to Penang Turf Club..The closing date was just 25th of April, meaning that actually i still had enough time which was five days to apply it after coming back from matric if i could pay more attention to this matter as my parents' urge..but i didn't act so..
I have been wondering that why is my life always full of "Miss! Miss! Miss!"..i have missed the chance to be a debater as i wished..the chance to be club committee..the chance to say something and ask something..the chance to take part in competition..the chance to be top scorer in exam..
All of these were most probably due to my seasonal laziness, cowardice, ignorance and slow motion..i have been trying to be not missing anything again after i had missed for so many times by attempting to figure out everything right and keeping ask everything clearly for no misunderstanding though that will sometimes bring much annoyance to other people..but it did happen eventually..
Since childhood, i have been used to decide and do everything by myself as my family members are really not able to help me in doing these..so i have to get self-discipline, self-esteem as well as self-respect into myself for accomplishing everything well..
My parents have seldom paid attention to our studies and schoolwork, so we have been never feeling pressure from them..although they can't give the best guidance and the full attention to our studies, we are still grateful to have them as our parents as they have really given us many other things that others don't have..That's why we are able to be always optimistic and not emotional...out of topic..!
i don't want to miss anything anymore..my life is not able to bear too much miss and regret..i have to stay alert and work harder always..since i do really desire to acquire a wonderful future for myself as well as my family..Yeah..~XD
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